November 2010
2 posts
live through this
The fight is officially over and, not surprisingly, I lost. But that’s alright. It’s about time I have to deal with something like this in my life. Now I can start focusing on important things such as school and things like school. Sometimes I just want to move. Pack up and get away. But that would be running. That would be escape. And I know it would only work for a while. It would...
August 2010
2 posts
the world is lazy →
I think it may have mostly been a dream. A really, really lucid dream.
Here comes the honesty. I’ve spent years without having a significant other. And for those years that I had been hoping to…
with our fingers interlaced. →
The above is my favorite photo I’ve probably ever taken. Two reasons: Alee and Chad look awesome. I love the way the brick goes back and actually gives the appearance of popping out.
July 2010
1 post
little secrets →
There is something going on here. I can feel it, but I don’t know what it is. I’ve been getting a lot of human interaction lately. I’ve been trying to make plans with people and I’ve actually been…
June 2010
4 posts
tell me what you know about dreams →
I have had this post in my head for a while (though I caution that though the content was previously mulled over does not mean that it will be better written or more interesting…besides,…
adventures in solitude →
Life has been proving itself tricky to navigate these past few weeks. Friends came to town this weekend and what should have been one of the best weekends of the summer proved to be…
“Sleeping for years
Pick through what is left
Through the pieces that fell and...”
– the new pornographers
May 2010
6 posts
summer nights →
they’re what i live for. nights like this. listening to the grease soundtrack (as well as journey’s greatest hits and the glee soundtrack) with tony and garbonzo on the patio of hard bean…
let’s take the easy way out →
this past weekend was one long day. i’m convinced. i went to two shows, one metal and one indie rock, wichita and back in one night and worked 26 hours. it ended with a picturesque…
“acres
visible horizon
right where it starts and ends
oh & then we start...”
– phoenix
love like a sunset →
things are always changing. and always when i think i’ve got a good grip. but i suppose i never really do have one. ha. my hours are continually in limbo at work, i am whispered promises…
food drunk
I think this fall I will be returning to school. I miss learning and it would be nice to be working toward a goal. The programme I will be doing is a three year degree for an associates of applied sciences, but it’s actually a Chef Apprenticeship. I would be in school full time and working under a chef 40+ hours a week for three years, the beautiful thing is that I also get paid and rather...
October 2009
1 post
[bit&piece] →
August 2009
1 post
[ioof?] →
July 2009
3 posts
[spinaround] →
[wear me like a locket] →
[seek my face, he said] →
June 2009
1 post
May 2009
6 posts
[we were made to dance in white dresses]
Wedding today. Cocktail attire. Meaning black dress & shoes. I’m thinking fancy funeral. Except far more exciting.
Watching the cutest little boy ever eat chips on the patio. Looks just like Riley. Hopefully, my tattoo will be drawn up soon. Real soon. I’m thinking I’ll just wait until the 15th anyway. Probably to get my hair done as well.
Money….how I loathe thee.
[changes the way that we make eye contact]
My twitter has apparantly quit linking & I cannot make it work… Wedding today! I am the keyholder for the cake & music people. Another wedding on Friday, maybe anyway. Will comes on the 3rd, followed by Vicki&James mid-month. Yessss. Need to go to the hairdresser…new one this time, Davis Nam. I cut my hand with that airsoft gun the other day. I also suddenly developed a...
[if it means a lot to you] →
[if i was young i'd flee this town]
I’m shaking. And I know why. I need a break a holiday a year a month a week a day
I need to breathe. I lost something that I held most dear & the ache in my heart is far from gone. It seeps through the cracks & climbs the ladder to crawl through the only open window. Somehow It gets in. The ache has gotten better. But bitterness is a terrible monster to battle.
Perhaps...
April 2009
59 posts
“Mysticism keeps men sane. As long as you have mystery you have health, when you...”
– G.K. Chesterton Orthodoxy
http://twitpic.com/3z62a - mmhmm
Bought the fall. Heck yes.
Hiding out. Then going home.
I wish to go to Barnes and Noble today…and drown in pages upon pages of silent black and white nonsense…with tea. Mmhmm.
I think i switched shifts tomorrow…but now i can’t remember…
Worst idea for an iPhone app ever. Baby Shaker.
Going to go home & nap, then going to the Esty’s with my OJC team!
Okay the cutest old man that works at the hospital just brought me coffee and a warm blanket. I am so blessed.
I think liz might start cleaning the ER…
I just got coffee from a vending machine, it offered three variations of strength…and only filled my 12oz cup halfway…lame.
Eating pita chips at the ER and waiting for Kyle’s neighbor to get a check up.
Asian invasion. At least they didn’t have cameras.
Mall rat…
Ice cream and coffee. This is my night.
Oh, tummy, what did I do wrong?
Taping my window and true to my usual thought process i didn’t wear shoes to this event.
making muffins & finishing a book. I do need to get coffee soon though, or this good Monday might end in head pain.
Time for bed. Today was great, art museum, Pancho’s, Shelley Hundley, roommates…also, 7 Pounds is making me uncomfortable. : |
[i see trees] →
Coffee you win. Or at least you better or this meeting is going to suck.
Would like to not be at the FSM anymore. I need coffee to battle the headache & to bake to calm my nerves.